Pyroq

What did you do in 2019 that you'd never done before?
Idk???

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
I don’t do those

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
Nope

4. Did anyone close to you die?
Nope

5. What countries did you visit?
None really

6. What would you like to have in 2020 that you lacked in 2019?
There’s quite a couple thinks I want to work on for myself.

7. What date from 2019 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
December 15 and July 9

8. What was your biggest achievement this year?
In general? I’m trying to become more positive and I think I’m slowly getting there?

9. What was your biggest failure?
Idk

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
Yeah I had pneumonia

11. What was the best thing you bought?
Not exactly sure

12. Whose behaviour merited celebration?
???

13. Whose behaviour made you appalled and depressed?
People getting mad at me causes me to be depressed

14. Where did most of your money go?
Art supplies I guess?

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
Finding out that my GF likes me back and finally getting a banjo!

16. What song will always remind you of 2019?
Idk?

17. Compared to this time last year, are you:

i. happier?
I think so

ii. thinner or fatter?
I wouldn’t necessarily say I’ve gotten fatter, but I weigh a bit more

iii. richer or poorer?
Idk???

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
Not sure

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
Stressing out about things

20. How will you be spending Christmas?
Spent time with my family and cousins.

21. Did you fall in love in 2019?
I sure did 💕

22. How many one-night stands?
None! I don’t do that stuff

23. What was your favorite TV program?
Steven Universe and Wander Over Yonder

24. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
Nope

25. What was the best book you read?
Tailchasers Song! If you mean for this year, but in general Warrior Cats!

26. What was your greatest musical discovery?
My gf is an amazing singer and I really wanna be as good as her! Other than that I really love banjos!

27. What did you want and get?
A gf, gator stuff, a banjo!

28. What did you want and not get?
Idk?

29. What was your favourite films of this year?
Idk

30. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
I turned 17 and I don’t think I did that much

31. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
Idk

32. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2019?
I wear bandannas pretty much everyday now!

33. What kept you sane?
Well watching videos of Jo and chatting with my friends!

34. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Does Jo count???

35. What political issue stirred you the most?
I don’t talk about politics

36. Who did you miss?
Jo I think?

37. Who was/were the best new person(s) you met?
Probably my gf, I just love her so much 🥺

38. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2019?
Try to be more positive

39. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year
Idk!!!

Doing this cause I feel like doing it!


basics
what’s your name: Joie!!
do you have a nickname ➔ Still can be considered as Joie because I’m not really fond of my other name
do you have a middle name ➔ It’s Belah
do you like your name ➔ Well I do like Joie but not my other name.
do people often mispronounce your name ➔ no one has mispronounced Joie so far but I get my other name mispronounced at times
do you like the meaning of your name ➔ Idk
when is your birthday ➔ 6/26/02
how old are you ➔ 17
do you like your age ➔ Well I guess it’s okay
what’s your zodiac sign ➔ Cancer


appearance
what’s your hair colour ➔  green
is your current hair colour your natural hair colour ➔ nope!! My natural color was a dirty blonde!
do you dye your hair ➔ yep!
do you have natural highlights ➔ nope
when was the last time you had a haircut ➔ last week!
what length is your hair right now ➔  pretty short
do you have straight, wavy or curly hair ➔ straight
do you have frizzy hair ➔ I don’t think so?
do you use a curling iron ➔ nope too short!
do you use a hair straightener ➔ nope
do you braid your hair ➔ too short for that!
what’s your eye color ➔ kinda a mix of blue, green and grey!
do your eyes change color ➔ idk
do you wear contacts ➔ nope
if so, do you use color contacts or regular contacts ➔
do you wear glasses ➔ Yup
do you have naturally long eyelashes ➔ I don’t think so
do you wear braces ➔ nope
do you have dimples ➔ idk
do you have moles ➔ not on my face!
do you have outstanding cheekbones ➔ I got puffy cheeks!
do you have freckles ➔ a little
do you have piercings ➔ had my ears pierced a long time ago but I no longer do it
do you have tattoos ➔ nope
do you wear make up ➔ nope
do you paint your nails ➔ my toenails!
do you wear jewelry ➔ do bandannas count?
are you happy with your height ➔ tbh I wish I was a bit taller


personality
would you consider yourself outgoing or shy ➔ I’m a bit quiet but pretty outgoing online!
are you sarcastic ➔ at times yes!
what’s your biggest fear ➔ death and losing people I care about
what’s your guilty pleasure ➔ idk weird animal movies?
are you religious ➔ kinda?
do you get easily along with people ➔ I think so
do you cry easily ➔ when upset

school
do you go to middle school ➔ nope
do you go to high school ➔ yep!
do you go to a private school ➔ nope
are you home schooled ➔ yep
have you graduated from school ➔ I will this year!!
what grade are you in ➔ 12th!
have you skipped a grade ➔ Nope
have you been held back a grade ➔ nope
have you ever failed a class  ➔ nope
have you been sent to the principals office ➔ yeah a few times
have you skipped school ➔ only for vacations
have you cheated on a test ➔ nope


family
do you live with your biological parents ➔ nope
do you get along with your parents ➔ yeah I do but sometimes I don’t
do you tell your parents everything ➔ not really
do you have strict parents ➔ yeah
do you have siblings ➔ one older sister!
are you the oldest ➔ nope
are you in the middle ➔ nope
are you the youngest ➔ yeah
are all of your grandparents still alive ➔ unfortunately my grandma (moms side) and my grandfather (dads side) both passed away a few years ago.

friendships
do you have a best friend ➔ yeah
do you have more than 10 friends ➔ possibly if you count online friends!
do you have at least 2 friends you can trust with your life ➔ I believe so
do you have a lot of guy friends, a lot of girl friends or equal girl and guy friends ➔  idk maybe both?
do you text with your friends a lot ➔ I enjoy chatting with my friends online. My irl friends I don’t text as much.

relationships
what’s your relationship status ➔  taken!!
have you ever been in love ➔ yeah
do you believe in love at first sight ➔ well it depends. Mostly you need to know them a bit more.
have you ever been in a relationship ➔  yeah
have you ever had a secret admirer ➔  idk?
have you ever been asked out on a date ➔ idk?
have you ever been kissed ➔ yes
have you ever made out with someone ➔ no not really
have you ever been cheated on ➔ no
have you ever been proposed to ➔ no
do you want to get married ➔ maybe someday
do you want kids ➔ nope! Id be fine by myself and my partner!

country
where were you born ➔ USA
where do you live right now ➔ USA
have you ever been out of the country ➔ yep
do you prefer country or city ➔ idk I like the country but I feel like cities have more stuff.
do you like sightseeing ➔ yeah
is one or more of your parents from another country ➔ nope
what places would you like to visit  ➔ idk
are you fluent in more than one language ➔ nope
what languages can you speak ➔ just english

health

do you have any allergies ➔ milk I guess?
are you lactose intolerant ➔ kinda? Somethings I can still tolerate.
have you had surgery ➔ yeah when I was little
have you had stitches ➔ yep
have you broken a bone ➔ Nope!
has someone close to you died of a disease ➔ idk
do you exercise a lot  ➔ Ehh not really


experiences
have you ever had a near death experience ➔ I don’t think so
have you ever been on a plane ➔ yep
have you ever had an all nighter ➔ I think?
have you ever been to school/work after a sleepless night ➔ idk
have you ever been in a physical fight ➔ nope
have you ever been to a wedding ➔ yeah
have you ever been to a funeral ➔ yeah
have you ever lived in a different country ➔ nope
have you ever been drunk ➔ nope!
have you ever been trick or treating ➔ yeah
have you ever been in a school play ➔ nope!
have you ever been to a camp ➔ yep
have you ever driven a car ➔ Too scared to learn

skills
how many languages are you fluent in ➔  1
have you ever read a book in another language ➔ no but I try reading online articles in other languages (mainly about Splash Mountain lol)
can you roll your tongue ➔ I tried but I can’t do it lol
can you braid hair ➔ nope
can you do a handstand ➔ in the pool!

habits
do you crack your knuckles ➔ nope
do you bite your nails ➔  yeah
do you bite your lips ➔ sometimes


favourites
what’s your favourite movie ➔ I love Felidae, Homeward Bound, Balto, and a few others
what’s your favourite tv show ➔ Don’t watch too much tv but I do like Steven Universe, WOY, and some nature documentaries
what’s your favourite book ➔ Warrior Cats series, Watership Down, Tailchasers Song.
what’s your favourite song ➔  Idk I have quite a few
what’s your favourite colour ➔ green
what’s your favourite animal ➔  Alligators and cats!!
what’s your favourite season ➔ summer!!

this or that
summer or winter ➔ summer
day or night ➔ night
cats or dogs ➔ both!
rain or shine ➔ rain
coffee or tea ➔ coffee
reading or writing ➔ reading
humorous or serious ➔ humorous
brown or blue eyes ➔ blue!!
single or group dates ➔ single
texts or calls ➔ texts
driving or walking ➔ driving (If I’m the passenger of the car lol!)

last
last phone call ➔ my dad
last text ➔ my mom
last song you listened to ➔ I don’t remember lol
last thing you ate ➔ tacos!
last thing you drank ➔ ice tea!
last purchase ➔ an alligator ornament
last time you cleaned your room ➔ last week?
last time you’ve been on a date ➔ idk

Loneliness weighed me down like a rock as I curled up in my slumber. The sky was dark and cloudy just like my inner feelings. There was a desperate need inside of me, a feeling that can’t go away. I grasped myself to feel the warmth. Suddenly, the sun rose. Someone stood in the light of the rising sun. Anxiously I stared up at them, wondering who this someone might be. Sunlight illuminated our backs. I could feel some sort of empowering aurora from them. Something strong inside of me like A spark that ignited a blaze. You made me feel so light and beautiful. Your thoughts empowered me and kept me feeling so alive. Maybe I wasn’t lonely anymore. Maybe I can finally be happy with someone. You graced me with your voice so soft so kind. You caused me to look up at the sky. Clouds blue and yellow illuminated from the rising sun. I now felt so happy in this land. So happy I could share it. Come along and share the sunlight. Let me stand beside you, forever.

Alrighty so there’s something I have to say....... this may seem pretty obvious to some people or this may not. Basically I’m in love with this boy right here. I’m not faking it or being extremely obsessive. This is real. I have very very strong feelings for him and I’ve had them for a while. This whole thing is even more prominent and a bigger deal since I saw him irl. For a while I even thought I was crazy and I was just obsessing but if it was, would I even be feeling these emotions?. I stress out over him and my heart feels so warm over seeing him. He makes me all worked up and to me it feel so great. There have been times where I want to be with him forever and never let my baby go but that’ll never happen. However, I do in fact plan on moving to Florida so I can see him often. I just have to wait until then. I know you’re all gonna probably think I’m “weird” or “crazy” but you know what? I accept that. All I ask is for you to accept me and him, that’s it. Nothing else. So the purpose of this story is.........I’m taken by a cute banjo playing alligator 😊❤️